My Space is so much better than xanga... www.myspace.com/sks6d9 im not posting or checking my xanga anymore

Well things for me are getting better with every passing day....its friday so im thinkin that tonight i will experience my first college party :)...got my parking pass today....yesterday i bought all of my books...yeah all $500 worth...its rediculous how much books cost just for one semester but oh well ya gotta do whatcha gotta do...well i have to babysit tomorrow from 8:30-12:30 and then im supposed to meet my sister and her boyfriend at the lake but thats only if i get my check in the mail tomorrow but if i dont then im goin with my cousin and his wife to her brothers bday party...so who knows...classes start on monday and its great bc i only have to go at 8 on tuesday  and all the other days i dont go until 10:00...awww yeah...well i dunno im gonna bounce so peace out...

Well im officially out on my own...I moved down to Columbia last friday...im living with my cousin, his wife and their three kids...so far its been pretty fun i have all of my family down here so i know that ill make it...Mollie gets here in 5 days so that will help too bc ill finally have someone i know here with me lol...

**You know alot of people dont realize that leaving home is really hard...even if i did just move a couple hours away...i mean i had to leave everyone behind and all they had to do is say good bye to one person...its kind of depressing actually but ive decided that no matter how hard things may get while im here im gonna make it work bc i dont wanna be one of the people stuck in raytown for my whole life...i wanna get out and experience college and get a good job when im done...i dunno im just rambling but i just wanted to let everyone know that i miss you all alot and i hope everyone follows through with their dreams...ill see you all soon love you and miss you *muahS*

**Wow...I never thought leaving would come this soon...I have exactly one week from today before i leave :( ....I move in on sunday be ill be back to spend the rest of the week here and then on friday morning its good bye...

**I hope everyone is having a great summer and i wish all of you the best of luck in life and everything you do in the years to come..

**Just remember to go for your dreams....dont let anything or anyone hold you back because then you'll sit there and wonder what would have happened if you had followed your dreams

***MUAHS***

Well this summer has already been the best one ever!!!...canoe trip was amazing...i dont think ive ever had that much fun!...its true what they say....people do change alot more the summer after you graduate high school....oh well i really dont care lol im having the best summer ever and nobody is stopping me! :) its great!

***I hope everyone else has a great summer! call me if you have my number so we can kick it bc i leave in a little over a month for columbia baby! aww yeah im excited!

***All you can be is yourself, dont ever let anyone change you ***

lots of love *muahS*